adick.ted

2004-01-19T23:20:00.000-08:00

its been sometime since i last blogged aye?

anyway i didnt attend school again today.
school = boring UNLESS there is chem lesson
cause my teacher is just so fly!
a pretty 19 year old.. *smiles from ear to ear.
scored quite well for chem but sad to say she doesnt give a shit.

accidentally deleted all the fucking messages in my phone!
inbox..gone! archives.. gone! FOLDERS!! GONE TOO!
so what? new year means must have a new lot of messages la!

went to parkway with the nicole andrea lee yesterday..
the rain was horrible i swear! and my hair? fucking look like retard!
laughed like mad in the cab cause the driver's name.. --> TAN HOW LONG?
okay, i know its damn bad but i couldnt help it.

t r e v o r . l e e
*you're never too far

2003-10-24T02:37:00.000-07:00

Havent blogged for i dont know how fucking long.
at mal's house now and got forced to blog.
just came back from my sister's place.
tanned yesterday and today.
carmen and mal are both tanned and im just pink...
AS USUAL! but im happy already.
compared to those times when i was in SAC.....
i blend with the school walls k!
now at least people see me! BAH!

elkcif.s chalet is just next week and i cant wait.
we're gonna have much fun with the kcians..
alcohol buffet! not forgetting the amount
of strawberries and whipped cream we're gonna buy. *ahem!

sister's wedding this sat and sun
wont be able to meet the 'you now you my love' people
im so gonna miss them... esp my shawty love (goh huiyi) =)
its living hell okay!

off i go!

t r e v o r . t ap su r e s
l i f e . i s . s o . b e a u t i f u l .
w h e n . i m . w i t h . y o u

2003-10-16T08:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, Trevor came over to my house with Nic
We had dinner at Cartel and desert at Gelare's with Nick and Sab
Decided to come over to my house for the night
And ended up drawing on the masking tape & pasted it all over the wall

Nickee and I drew SO many while Trev drew, tore, crush, throw at nickee and i.
Today, we went to eat strudel and rented dvds again.
Crazy Beautiful.
=)

Trevor loves
MALLORY
NICKEE
CARMEN
JILL
SANN
and everyone else

Chormie?

Hahaha
Sounded damn wrong.
Anyway
Iloveya'll >> many.

-Mallory-

2003-10-02T19:33:00.000-07:00

dont know why am i up at 10.30 in the fucking morning when i slept at 6am.
better take this chance to update my blog.=)

didnt go out on mon, tues and wed.
tell me i am mad please?
everyone is so studying their ass off.
no one wants to go out at all!
the only person i'd meet is nickee and she lives in woodlands.
how sad is that?
BUT now im a super duper happy girl cause..
nickee is moving to telok kurau!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im just the happiest girl please!
now there is someone to supper supper with me!

friendster..
damn! that thing is addictive!
i guess it'll be for just awhile la huh.

:::PEOPLE FOUND IN FRIENDSTER:::
old friends
few girls that i've dated before
many ex sacians
my 2 ex boyfriends
randall from lightyears
claire.. *I LOVE HER BOOBS!
and
MY DREAM GIRL WHO LOOKS LIKE LUCY LIU!!

alright, i need to go back to sleep for awhile.

**baby
since i met you, days are brighter.
life's uneven loads are lighter when i hear you whisper the words i long to hear.
now i look into your eyes,
im lost in knowing that you are all i want.
my need for you is growing

t r e v o r | |
i ' v e . n e v e r . f e l t . t h i s . k i n d a . l o v e

2003-09-28T08:00:00.000-07:00

friday.
didnt go town.
yip's place.
danced alittle.
nick came.
pasir ris park for dinner.
yip and hui left first.
nick, sab, jill, nic, mal and i went jp.
left around 12 cause we had to wake up early the next day.

was supposed to wake up at 10
but we woke up at 11 instead.
luckily jill called!
brought our blades.
played captains ball and soccer.
injured my fucking middle finger and now its swollen.
carmen came later.
went home to bathe bathe bathe
and then mal's house to stay over.
nic and i had to sleep on the fucking floor.
we both wake up just wanna cry.
body was aching like fuck.
we havent been exercising la! HAHA!
ah ma already can!

new pics.. *games day.

yall can see im really lazy to blog! HAHA!

t r e v o r | |
y o u ' r e . m y . s p e c i a l . a n g e l

2003-09-24T01:09:00.000-07:00

stayed over at nick's with sab on monday.
3 of us squeezed onto one lil bed.
considering the 3 of us on it... ITS A LITTLE BED!
sab and i kept talkin and talkin.. laughing and laughing.
nick got so irritated she slept on the floor instead. Sorry bro!
finally, sab slept at 9.30 and me at 10.

went to town after that
sann,jill,mal,yip,hui,sam,sab,nick and zhen
first bunch of kcians i know..
i swear they're crazy! thats why i like them!
decided to play counterstrike out of the blue.
Maha! Jill just the lousiest please.

all of us left town early.
took the bloody train home.
we the east siders! =)
alighted at tampines with goh huiyi.
waited for our bus..
that arse didnt allow me to leave.
so fine we took cab home together.

Nickee. i love the talk we had last night.
want to how funny?!
anyway, i still hate malays.
i really hope i can cheer you up but i doubt it.
call me even if it wont help you feel any much better please.
i love you.

t r e v o r | |
b a b y . y o u ' v e . g o t t a . t r u s t . m e

2003-09-21T01:40:00.000-07:00

Mal, so you think you damn cool?
RAH! its okay i still love you la huh.
you're always doin all these rubbish can!

Carmen Ortega!
I asked you not to go to malaysia!
you just want to be near nickee right?!
so dont complain.
i missed you like fuck when i was at the chalet.
i kept wanting to call you but i couldnt.
please.. i love you! i love you!

nicole andrea lee.
we meet up soon please?
then we can..
"you eat your food!"
"NO! you eat your fucking..... SALAD?!"
bonding bonding please.

sann.mal.jill.mel.jason.min.
YOU KNOW YOU MY LOVE!

everyone make yourself free on 31st oct!
names mentioned above...
its a must go for yall thank you.

t r e v o r | |
i . l o v e . t h e . w a y . y o u . . . . . . .

2003-09-19T11:16:00.000-07:00
Dear Readers,

I would like to inform you that this is Trevor's Blog Manager.
I am here to let you know that Trevor Lee has been fired as she refuses to blog.
She has not done her job dutifully and has been very lazy.

Right now, she is busy enjoying herself at Nick's birthday chalet.
I will be going down soon to inform her that she has been fired from blogging.

Sorry for any inconvenience caused.

Yours sincerely,
Blog Manager - Mallory.

2003-09-14T08:50:00.000-07:00
alright i better blog before mal does it for me.
its gonna be horrible i swear.
go check sann's blog and yall will know what im talkin bout.

sann shawty decided on monks for fridays plan.
nic and carmen didnt show up.
nic was too lazy and carmen.... i dont know.
jill,mal,sann,hui,yip,nic and sab.
time passed damn fucking fast balls.
really enjoyed ourselves. =)

went to some pub over at siglap with my sis, brother in law and 2 other friends yesterday.
bloody hell wanna drink how much balls!
i puked like mad this morning.
from 7 in the morning all the way to 12 in the afternoon.
kept waking up to puke.
watched tv and saw this man drinking
and i ran to the toilet to puke again. BAH!
the sight of alcohol just makes me puke.

ahh... im fucking lazy to blog.
but i better blog or else mal will do her job.
i'd rather do it myself la huh.

car,nic,jill,mal,sann,mel,jason,min and alicia.
im really really bloody glad to have yall as friends.
i love you people fucking much i swear.
i thank god for my darlings.

t r e v o r | |
a n d . d e f i n i t e l y.....
i . t h a n k . g o d . f o r . m y . b a b y

2003-09-11T08:50:00.000-07:00
yesterday was fucking good!
sann's house.
bonding session with all the "you know you my love"
nickee, tahyah, min, mel, jason, jill, huiyi, yip and jill mon.
screaming and shouting at each other.
the "ni papa ni mama" shit.
i know it was irritating! BAHA!
thats the point.. RIGHT?!
didnt cook cause there was no food.
was thinking of cooking a whole chicken
but min and i havent master the skill of cutting a chicken.

left her house at 7.30 and headed down to hendrix.
wanna how crowded sia!
walked over to monks for vern's birthday celabration.
anyway.. sweetheart!!! I LOVE YOU!
danced over at monks for while.
it was cooler there.
hendrix was damn fucking stuffy can! BAH!
danced till we all sat round a table and yawn like no fuck business.
so we left hendrix at 3.30 instead of 4. =/

gonna upload the photos asap

bonding session again tomorrow.. =)

i love yall very very much.
:carmen.nic.sann.mal.jill.min.mel.jason:

t r e v o r
c a n t . g o . o n . w i t h o u t . y o u r . l o v e

2003-09-08T12:02:00.000-07:00
its time i blog?
mal so wanna slap me i swear.
she even blogged for me.

friday.
out with min,alicia and leona.
a day full of bitching...
bout yall know who.
actually only min and i bitched! haha!
they didnt really care anyway.
i can't stop thinking bout that "oh sorry sorrry" joke.
BAH!

went tanning on sunday with carmen, jason and mel.
it was fucking fucking hot!
anyway, carmen and i both saw this two indians with
a damn bloody cute retriever.
i just walked over to sayang him.
then... i suddenly realised we're surrounded by indians.
made friends and all.
played captains ball with them.
i think there was around 12 people playing..
all indians except carmen and i can!
and they all looked the same to me. DAMN!

alright...
i see the 1 week holiday is here.
we're so gonna party!
Main schitts + mal and jill only please.
hendrix on wednesday! I CAN'T WAIT!

elkcif.s + MAIN schitts.
i love.

t r e v o r | |

b e a u t i f u l .
y o u . a n d . m e

2003-09-07T08:38:00.000-07:00
THIS IS A CRISIS,
Stupid Trevor Lee refuses to blog bout whatever has been going on
And I, who's like the frog in a well doesn't know a single thing that's been going on.
I dont mean that i have to know EVERYTHING but at least i wanna know SOMETHING.

I am grounded for two weeks
I am not allowed out of the house
I am going to be rich saving money
I am going to be very happy
I am going to learn the art of being a loner.

Last of all.

I love spongebob very much.

I miss ALL of you, Esp JILL. =)

-Mallory

2003-08-31T09:41:00.000-07:00
friday.
went back to school for awhile.
BIJJIT! only carmen will know what the fuck im talkin bout.
and mallory just didnt wanna go to school that day!
home after that for a few hours of sleep.
carmen called so i rushed down to town with alicia to meet her.
met leonard, min and tahyah.
heard alicia's and carmen's discman,
couldnt stop moving our bodies.
decided to go down monks.
sann, yip and my baby came after that
but they went home early...
we left at 12.45 anyway.
music really sucked!
hendrix this friday please!

sat.
party! party!
colin's house again.
alcohol buffet balls!
everyone was dead drunk except
for my brother in law and i.
he needed to take care of my sis, thats why.
i..... promised GOH HUIYI not to drink too much.
im a good girl please!

anyway, will the holidays come faster!
i can't wait anymore.
its time we do those silly things again.
cook together?
indian poker?
collect our cig ashes?
king?! <-- not too sure bout that. hah!
mal and jill.. yall HAVE to come.

nicole ala lee. tanning! tanning!
jill and mal please know that i really really miss the both of you and duh i love yall both.
carmen.. i need more of your love please!
sandra lim.. i still love you no matter what please!

**I really like what you’ve done to me
I can’t really explain it
I’m so into you

t r e v o r | |

2003-08-27T05:50:00.000-07:00
sandra lim and mallory tan!
so yall just wanna gang up with her la huh!
but nevermind, i love surprises anyway.

she came to my block and
gave me alil purple box.
in there...
my favourite chocolates and sweets.
the best thing was to definitely see her.
only allowed to eat those stuff when i recover.
im really really really super happy.
im blessed to have a girl like her.

tanning tomorrow.
thats if mr sun wants to come out.
dont know whats the plan.
melissa tan just wanna switch off her phone. BAH!

time to rest now.

will meet all the darlings soon if possible.
carmen.nic.jill.sann.mal.mel.jason.tahyah.min.
please know that i love yall..
ALOT

t r e v o r | |
e v e r y d a y . i s . b e a u t i f u l
Y O U . m a k e . i t . b e a u t i f u l

2003-08-24T13:42:00.000-07:00
town yesterday with jill, mal and carmen.
was supposed to catch a movie but expected la huh.
we didnt watch anything.
met sann and huiyi. =) x 10
walked around fareast for alil while
sann collected her super altered jeans.
i saw the jeans and laughed for as long as possible.
it'll be a pedal pusher if i wear them. MAHA!

decided on JP cafe after that.
carmen and i took a cab home to change first
but when we reached jill's place.
sis called, asked me to join her and friends for some drink.
JP cancelled and lotsa booze for carmen and i.
basically i enjoyed myself alot
especially when im with colin and michelle.

back to their beautiful house.
stayed over for the night.
i LOVE michelle's house.
its the best house i've ever seen in my life.
everyone agreed + jill and carmen.
i've seen houses with versace cushions but fuck its not even near average lookin.
okay enough bout houses.

i so need to rest now after a day full of
michelle and colin.

**i love the way you make me feel.
i've been smiling so much i think
you need to give me a break.
i havent felt this way in a very long time.
you'll complete me someday, somehow.
have been the happiest girl on earth ever since
the day i've noticed you.
i thank you for everything.

t r e v o r | |
s h e . i s . m o r e . t h a n . a n . a n g e l

2003-08-21T09:38:00.000-07:00
Since the moment I spotted you
Like walking round with little wings on my shoes
My stomach's filled with the butterflies... and it's alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down
If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied

So I'll say why don't you and I get together and take on the world
and be together forever.
Heads we will and tails we'll try again.
So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in

t r e v o r | |
y o u . m a k e . m e
r e a l l y . h a p p y .

2003-08-19T03:20:00.000-07:00
am having fever and......
the worse thing is that im having mens..
second day..
i have problem walkin to my damn bath room balls.
its really damn irritating.
fucking wanna flow like free.
doubt i can go tanning with you nic.
we'll see how it goes la huh.

im so fucking bored.
no ones home to accompany me.
sister is busy with her wedding stuff
and jill seah wants me to stay home
cause im having fever.
please! its not even that bad can!

jill, sann and mal.
i really miss yall.
meet up soon please.

**I love it when you're always in my dreams

t r e v o r | |
g i r l . i . w a n t . y o u
g i r l . i . n e e d . y o u

2003-08-16T23:02:00.000-07:00
Just got back from Sarah's chalet.
Enjoyed myself very much with all the other retards.
I'd say there was quite alot of alcohol
since it was just afew of us drinking.
Johnny walker... TSK!
Nickee and i vomited.
I was asking nickee to dig her throat
and i myself puked after that.

Saturday.
Sarah invited this guy to her chalet.
That guy brought afew of his beng friends along.
Fucking dogs i swear!
We cleaned the room and swept the floor
and they just wanna model model in the chalet with their dumb fuck shoes!
I so wanted to slap their ah beng face can!
All chinese speaking..
with their kaninas, ninabu and chao chee bye..
i just wanted to faint on the floor.
Dont know why is their mouth so disease.
Uncivilised bastards.
After they left, they asked the guys in our room to meet them downstairs.
Fucking mess our room still wanna find fault. BAH!
This guy almost punched carmen
and he offered me a one on one fight?
This was what he said..
"come i take you two legs one hand"
I was like HUH?! What does it mean?
Then he told nickee this
"whatever moron blah blah loser"
With all the actions somemore!
HE SO CAN GO AND BE A CHEERLEADER!
After everything they apologised..
I wanna slap slap slap can!

talkin bout it makes me mad.
i think no one will be interested in my fighting story anyway. Maha!
I really really need to sleep NOW!

**Girl when i look at you i fall in love.
No doubt you look so fine,
girl i wanna make you mine.
I want to be with a woman just like you.
No doubt i'm the only man who can love you like i can.

t r e v o r | |
i.think.about.you.all.the.time
i.see.you.in.my.dreams

2003-08-13T13:39:00.000-07:00
Was really hungry today when i woke up
but there was no food at home.
I was so pissed.
Alright, there was food but im just fussy.
So i decided to go to mal's house
since jill was already on her way there.
We rented 2 dvds.
I insisted on My Sassy Girl
cause i really needed to laugh.
The past few days i was just the saddest girl on earth.
I forgot that my sassy girl was alil sad at the end.
Jill and i cried and laughed at ourselves.
Mallory just the bloody heartless girl who didnt cry at all.
Jill said she didnt cry just cause
she doesnt know whats love all about. HAHA!
I so agree on that.
Mal, i think its time you go out and find love! HAHAHAHA!

All we did at mal's house was eat, eat and eat somemore.
Had pizza AGAIN.
Mal's house is just a pizza place can.
I swear out of 10 times that we've been to her house,
9 times we ordered pizza.

So..
Jill and i was talkin bout driving.
I said next time she will be able to drive to school.
Then i added...
She can stay in school until
PLMGSS will make a personal carpark lot for her.
Thats if she is still not gonna start studying.

Carmen,
Just to let you know that i fucking love you
but you so dont have time for me now.
You can actually move in to sengkang already.
Please dont think im angry cause im happy for you.
Never ever ever think that i do not love you
cause im already going crazy for your love! Haha!

||carmen.nic.jill.sann.mal||

t r e v o r | |
i m . s t i l l . f l y

2003-08-11T10:51:00.000-07:00
Nickee, jill and i went tanning today.
Like finally balls.
Jill didnt need to attend school
so she joined us.
Enjoyed myself with those two mad fucks.

Walked to palawan's bus-stop.
Then there was this sign saying
"bus-stop closed"
I wanted to just sit there and whine 10 years can!
So this construction worker gave us a lift
to the nearest bus stop in his stupid lorry.
Nickee and i just couldnt stop laughing.
It was fucking funny i swear.
We didnt even dare sit, it was really dirty.
Two idiots squating in a lorry laughing their lungs out.
Jill got to sit infront cause she was in her skirt. BAH!

Took cab to town.
Walked to heeren cause we wanted to take neo prints.
The bloody machine damn scary can!
It was a cinderella machine and now its so.. ARGH!
I just want to burn the whole machine.
I swear its fucking scary.
I was practically covering my ears through out the whole shit.

Met mallory after that.
I seriously pity her.
everyone is calling her different names.
like..
1.mal mal
2.malerissa
3.marorry
4.melly
Is mallory that hard to pronounce?
NOT EVEN!

enjoyed myself alot today.
especially when we started
talking in our stupid language.
Love.

**Time i walk away.
Picked the easier way out of everything.
Guess it'll be better for the both of us.
We wont be able to see each other anyway.
Its painful to know that you're no longer here.
I still think of you as much.
Just know that you were my only one.

t r e v o r | |

2003-08-07T12:30:00.000-07:00
nickee::
i swear we're both dogs.
since monday we told each other we're goin tanning.
its already friday and we're already the peh peh girls.
everyday i wake up at 7.50 to tell you..
"its not even sunny can"
please, promise me we'll tan next week.
Love you nicole ala ala lee (huh?! TSK! girl).

woke up at around 10 plus.
that lil princess called.
had a better talk today.
like finally.

PL funfair later in the afternoon.
i just found out that many people are goin.
im a happy happy girl!
i can see alexis tomorrow..
after 100 million motherfuck years. =)

**tell me how you do the things you do
to make me feel this way.
soon enough i wont be able to
tell you how much i miss you anymore.
i can't help myself but to feel this way.
it scares me so much.
i really want you to know..
you're my only one.

t r e v o r | |
p a s s . y o u . b y

2003-08-06T12:35:00.000-07:00
didnt go tanning again!
bloody fuck im so damn mad!
nickee and i the itchy mouth just want to talk till 5am
in the bloody morning until we couldnt wake up
after that to go tanning.

called carmen and she decided to go sengkang.
since sann and min was over at leona's place
i didnt mind goin.
it was really good to see min
althought i saw her last friday but it was just 10 mins.
i miss that bloody bitch, really.
oh, whoever reads this.
please tell min i'll open every fuck door for her next time.
NAMA!

carmen, nic, sann, mal and jill.
im really glad to have all of you.
yall never fail to be here for me all this while.
i really appreciate it.
thanks for talkin to me, i feel better now.
without yall i might seriously just lose my mind.

**why i live in despair cause wide awake
or dreaming i know she's never there
and all the time i act so brave im shaking inside,
why does it hurt me so.

t r e v o r | |
i m . l o s t .
i . w a n n a . w a l k . a w a y
b u t . i . c a n t . l e t . y o u . g o

2003-08-04T09:09:00.000-07:00
didnt go tanning.
nic called me and i straight away said,
'its not even sunny'
when i didnt even look out of the window.
slept at 5am and woke up at 6pm.
i just wanna sleep my life away.
thats so much better.
i wont have to worry bout any fuck shit.

met mal, sann and jill for dinner.
when we stepped into the coffee shop,
mal and i couldnt even see that two small fucks.
we're just too tall la huh.
jill's place after that,
took many many photos.
rushed home for smallville.
ahh whatever.
screw me.

**i never minded calling you a king
if that meant that i could count on you to give me everything.
i never thought to ask you, i always thought you knew.
it was never my intention to question you.

t r e v o r | |
i . c a n t . c o n t r o l . t h e
r a i n . t h a t . k e e p s . f a l l i n g

2003-08-03T06:42:00.000-07:00
my princess wants me to blog.
so i'll be nice and blog with her.

drank with carmen and mal last night.
stupid mallory lousy can.
drink abit only headache. tsk.
then carmen want to be the first to fall asleep somemore.
mallory just want to whole night,
"trevor please help me" HAHA!

mallory is one petty pot i swear
but i still love her although she is
one stupid ringtone girl girl.

goin tanning with darling nic tomorrow.
another fun day. =)
i love that bitch.

t r e v o r | |
i f . y o u . w e r e . m i n e

2003-08-02T09:23:00.000-07:00
okay, miss ah soh asked me to blog.
i dont even know what to say can.

went town today to meet charlene loh and audrey tan.
they left early cause char had to meet her mum.
sann and mal came by cab.
sweet arseholes.
Jill wanna be all so holy now,
go church all! I think we should all go to church together.
Yes? YES!

anyway, im really sorry bout friday.
i still love yall the same.
nickee darling... im really really sorry.

love||carmen.mal.jill.sann.nic.sarah.mel

t r e v o r | |
p r i n c e s s . .
i ' v e . n e v e r . s t o p . s m i l i n g

2003-08-01T01:33:00.000-07:00
slept at 6 and i woke up at 10.
now carmen wont call me sleep sleep girl girl anymore!
that bitch ass. i'll whoop her!

so, mal msged and told me she wouldnt be goin for her runs.
thats.... good? bad?
i'd say STUPID can!
she rather run in our school's pathetic field.
tsk! what a dum bum nun!

carmen and i are staying over mal's place again.
hahaha! i doubt mal can even sleep.
carmen and i will just 5-10 our life away.

every friday we'll discuss for 100 hours
whether to go hendrix or monks.
so irritating can. all go home suah!
but no we're not goin home today!
=)

***I do admit I really miss you,
there are some things time cannot change
And I would be a liar babe,
if I told you I didn't care
Cause it makes a difference, babe, when you're not there.

t r e v o r | |
if.thats.addiction.
i.guess.im.addicted.to.you

2003-07-31T00:48:00.000-07:00
Im up early today, hahaha! Not even can.
Carmen ortega, so you wanna call me the
"sleep sleep girl girl" now la huh. You good!

Tanning with nic yesterday was great.
I thought it was gonna be boring since it was just the both of us.
Hell no, it wasn't even near boring.
We couldnt shut our gap for even 1 min balls.
When we were in the water, i was singing so bloody loudly,
nic the bitch moved far away from me. Haha!
She didnt even wanna acknowledge me can!
No one dare call us fair girl girls anymore!
ahh, anyway i think we'll be fair again after 2 weeks? HAHA!

Rushed home to get rid of that heavy arse bag.
Went over to alicia's house again.
I swear i cant go there that often or i'll just be fatter can!
I asked for chocs and she gave me 4 boxes. Crazy!
Her house have almost everything la huh.

Carmen orh girl girl I LOVE YOU!
Nicole ala ala Lee I LOVE YOU!
+
mal, sann, jill, sarah and mel.

t r e v o r | |
y o u ' v e . c h a n g e d . m e

2003-07-29T11:01:00.000-07:00
didnt even go tanning today.
stupid mal didnt wake me up.
nickee called around 9 something,
asked me why i didnt call her.
i just said cause its not even sunny.
when actually i just wanted sleep even more.

gonna force myself to sleep early later on.
havent been goin tanning for 2 weeks already.
nickee and i will not be the fair LEE LEES.
Yall wait and see!

mal's house in the afternoon.
carmen didnt even do her bloody work can!
stupid bitch.. i love you la darling! HAHA!
mal and i went over to cold storage,
bought stawberries and whipped cream.
1 damn big bowl and we finished EVERYTHING!
shiokest! i love i love!

Mal quickly make the trev thing for me.

Carmen.. our bijjit bijjit ring on the way! =)

Love the carmen, mal, nickee, sann, jill, sarah, mel and jason.
Tho Be Cher!

t r e v o r | |
i . p u t . y o u r . l i f e . b e f o r e .
m i n e . w i t h . n o . q u e s t i o n .

2003-07-28T03:35:00.000-07:00
slept really early yesterday.
was talkin to carmen, she asked me to wait and i fell asleep.
i didnt even know she asked me to wait can
i was fuckin tired i tell you.
so i woke up at 4pm today,
now my whole bloody back is aching.

supposed to go tanning with nickee this whole week
but my fucking mens just wanna come and go.
its so little somemore.. fucking waste time can.
argh! i'll just go tanning tomorrow.

dad is cookin again tonight,
black pepper crab... woosh.

1 more week and its my turn to cook.
mal's house.
carmen the fried rice girl,
jill the cheese cake girl,
me the pepper crab girl,
mallory and sann just the useless girls la huh.
DOGS!

**baby there is something about you
that i can hold on to.

t r e v o r | |
w h e n . i . s e e . y o u ,
e v e r y t h i n g ' s . a l r i g h t

2003-07-26T20:12:00.000-07:00
town yesterday.
carmen,mal,nic,cardoza,prissy and alicia.
youth park for some bites.
prissy and alicia went sakae after awhile.
walked to wisma, saw two girls who wore the same skirt as nic.
that poor girl just wanted to go home and change can! MAHA!

headed down to pasir ris, ex class had a chalet.
saw many many people cause of that hip hop fest.
classmate turned up drunk.
my god it was fucking irritating.
just kept talkin bout guys and more guys.
slept at 6 plus,
carmen and i couldnt stop dissing my classmates.
now their mouth all disease too.. tsk.

gonna sleep for as long as possible.. maha!
night.

**give me some time and i'll treat you right.
i'll prove that im not telling a lie.

t r e v o r | |
w a l l . i n . y o u r . h e a r t

2003-07-25T14:35:00.000-07:00
met mal first, tampines mall.
went to buy my tongue stud's ball bearing.
then to sann's house.
that girl just wanna take 100 million years can,
what are you talkin bout!
so silly mal and i entertained ourselves.
took a piece of paper and we started scribbling
stupidest things can!

cab to town..
met jason, mel and nic.
us = wondering souls.. MAHA!
wait for carmen until can die.
really balls..
but darling, i understand.
Love.

all were discussing if we should go down monks.
carmen, mal and i went.
the others went home to SLEEP SLEEP!
eh eh!! it was so boring can i tell you!

jalan kayu for supper.
DEElicious..
milo dinosaur with whipped cream can!
whipped cream is just the best!
but people.. take note.
DO NOT finish the canned whipped cream by 1 day.
just end up having tummy ache like MALLORY! MAHA!

goodnight.

t r e v o r | |
i . l o v e . h e r . s m i l e

2003-07-23T01:17:00.000-07:00
so yall think yall flood my comment box yall damn cool huh?
everyday mallory bugs me to blog and now its you nickee!
i dont blog cause there is nothing to say what!
nic, seriously i dont know how you blog twice a day sia.
OH OH!
nic! i dreamt that i thought shane how to play yoyo.
MAHA!

anyway, went to helium's (alicia) house yesterday.
carmen, mal, prissy and i.
bloody lied to me!
i thought dont know who was supposed to cook pasta!
nevermind!
so we went to hougang mall.
ate over at pizza hut.
carmen is so addicted to mango ice can.
not even that nice.

aiight, thats all.
SO STOP BUGGING ME TO BLOG!

**carmen,nic,mal,sann,sarah,mel.

t r e v o r | |
d o n t . w a l k . a w a y

2003-07-20T10:05:00.000-07:00
woke up at 3.
stayed home the whole day.
was supposed to meet carmen to go mal's place
but everything was cancelled.
i so wanted to eat strawberry strudel can!
nevermind.

i was so hungry just now
but there was no food at home,
i had to eat green apple...
luckily my sister bought me kfc
or else i would have died of hunger.
im one stubborn girl,
i would rather die than to eat instant noodles please.
im one fussy bitch.
everything im just fussy.

watched gone in 60 secs.
i love watching angelina jolie!
just by looking at her lips i get turned on balls!
mahaha! okay im just kidding.

saw some yoyo performance on tv.
all my damn friends.
last time we performed on every weekends.
yes just laugh at me, i was a yoyo performer.
now they get to perform on better tv programmes.
last time i performed on kid's programmes!
Bloody fuck!

--alicia aka face the wall girl. MAHA!
so what if you're greedy?
you see carmen only you happy can.
why do you even need to see me? haha!

--mal, my dad just bought me two mars bars. =)

t r e v o r | |
e v e r y t h i n . b o u t . y o u

2003-07-18T21:33:00.000-07:00
went town with sarah and mel to meet nickee and jason.
alright, so we slacked over at cine.
carmen, sann and mal-lerisa(MAHA!) took 10 mother fuck years.
we were all entertaining ourselves with stupid facial expressions.
yah, i have a rubber face. (MAHA!)
nickee and mel disturbed me like as if tomorrow is never gonna come.
BITCHASS!

sakae for dinner..
carmen and i was so irritated.
we were damn damn far away from the conveyor belt,
i didnt wanna waste my time to order and wait 20 years
but what other fuck choice do i have? (BAH!)
carmen was one silly arse.
i thought she ordered her stuffs already.
she was waiting and waiting when i already finished all my food.
then this was what we said.
carmen:darling!! why my food take so long! i ordered already right?
me: *thinks got meh? (suddenly remembered i was the only one who ordered)
carmen: yah... i ordered from you what.!!!!!!!!!!!
so do i look like im workin at sakae? HUH HUH HUH!

mal's house to stay over.
from drawing neck, we upgraded.. whole body now.
nickee, carmen and i were all screaming like mad fucks.
mal was trying really hard to sleep.
she was so irritated she just left the damn room.
then we took some ice. *i'll stop there.. haha!
nic and mal finally fell asleep.
carmen and i played 5-10 for at least 45 mins.
yes i know we're mad.

thats it for yesterday.

t r e v o r ||
i m . a . h a p p y . g i r l

2003-07-16T10:46:00.000-07:00
Today is sucha boring day.
woke up and ate hell alot.
my mouth is just disease.

talked to mal and nic yesterday night till 4.10am
nickee and i can make really "nice" music with out mouths.
Mahaha!!
Mal almost died hearing it.

conferencing with nic, carmen and mal now.
carmen and mal just screaming at each other can.
they both think they damn cool.

we are just takin 10 years to plan whats on for friday.
we're not even talkin bout friday.
now they're talkin bout highway and all?
What fuck.
I just want 10 thousand strawberry strudels now!
but my delivery girl, mallory just dont want to buy em' for me.
Damn that bitch ass. Haha!

gonna talk online now.
goodnight all.

*Baby i promise that i'll stay true,
dont let nobody say it aint so and baby i promise that i will never leave,
that everything will be alright.
I promise these things to you. Girl just believe, i promise.

t r e v o r | |

2003-07-14T16:58:00.000-07:00
yawn..
just fucking got back from sarah's place.
sann, mal and i took a cab there yesterday afternoon.
nickee darling came later.
silly lil sann was having the com all to herself!
unfair shawty!
i got it in the end anyway, was irritating the fuck shit outta her.
tall friend mal bought herself strudel.. again.
i think i should stop eating it for awhile or else im gonna be much fatter.
no one will believe that.
im just a skinny bitch to everybody.
which is so fucking not true!

met mel, jason and carmen later over at whitesands.
poor mel was in a bad bad mood cause of the long bus ride.
was fine later on. =)
carmen and nic was just two crazy mad fucks
shouting like as if singapore is theirs can, what are you talkin bout.

Got back to sarah's place.
carmen stayed for awhile longer.
we're now addicted to that drawing neck shit. MAHA!
Shiok can!

Couldnt sleep, disturbed sarah like MAD!
err..
thats it.
enjoyed myself ALOT last night. -grin

love. Tho be cher clan.
Carmen, mal, sann, nic, sarah, mel and jason.

t r e v o r | |
can.you.rock.with.me?
non-stop.with.me?

2003-07-11T14:03:00.000-07:00
I was fucking dying at home just waiting for carmen.
Her damn school ended at 6.45pm!
So i decided to meet sann first.
Mal came by cab to fetch me to tampines mall.
Im so lazy lazy.

Met carmen later, went to her house.
Surprisingly that girl bathed damn fast today
but does it make any diff? NO!
She was takin 10 years to choose her damn bloody clothes.

Waited for cab...
reached town after 10 motherfucking years.
met liang yi, net, mel, jason, nic, pris, helium and loolin.
Were all posing outside heeren can, what are you talkin bout.
So net, ly, sann and mal went to have dinner.
Hendrix here we come for mel, jason, nic, carmen and i.

Wah wah wah i tell you!!!!!!!!!!!
Danced till my toes called for help.
It was crazy balls.
Saw new faces, havent been there for 20 years.
Its really good and i love the music there.
Like duh? <--carmen's bitchy way of saying it.
After everything i just wanted to eat one whole fucking cow can!
Was really really damn hungry..
when i walked out,
some malays at CHOCO BAR just had to fight.
blocked the damn way only.
Threw chairs and all, saw this chair flew..
*phew phew phew*
then JACKPOT! Hit this other malay. Best can!

Ahh, im gonna sleep for 10 years now.
Goodnight all.

t r e v o r ||
n o . w o m a n . n o . c r y

2003-07-10T09:03:00.000-07:00
When i stay home, i just keep thinkin
and thinkin and i think even more.
Just when things were perfectly alright, i had to look away,
i just HAD TO.
Currently everything is just so wrong.
Now everynight i just stay awake and think somemore.
Someone just shoot me in the head.
My brain is empty and so is my heart.
I dont even know what im doin anymore.
Just whatever me.

So, Hendrix tomorrow.
LIKE FINALLY!
Carmen, nic and i just so cant fucking wait.
The music there is just wonderful.
Darlings will cheer me up.
Everything will be good trev. It will be good.

Carmen, nic, sann and mal.
Seriously if yall werent here with me,
things could have been worst, much worst.
I love yall.
+
Min, mel, sarah and ricco.
Homies..

t r e v o r | |
d o n t . s t a y . w i t h . s o m e o n e
t h a t . m a k e s . y o u . c r y

2003-07-08T00:48:00.000-07:00
have been tanning quite alot lately
but am still not dark.
still as fair as ever.

sentosa yesterday.
mel, jason, nic, mal, ric, carmen and i.
ric and i caught 24 lil crabbies!
damn bloody cute.
weather was funny yesterday
but at least i got red? =/
whatever.

town later.
eagle eyes i had. =)
useless.

youthpark for lunch again.
the food there is quite good.
tho be cher gang love it. Maha!

t r e v o r | |
w a i t . f o r . m e
i m. c o m i n . t o . g e t . y o u

2003-07-05T23:06:00.000-07:00
friday.
town with sann, mal, prissy, alicia and carmen.
as usual, carmen and i just diss everyone we see.
helping each other find "pretty" girlfriends. Haha!
met nickee, mel, jason, sarah, tahyah and ricco later.
played our stupid "means you dont love me" game with em'.
carmen and i = SILLY

went tanning with mel, jason, sarah, sann, mal and carmen yesterday.
reached sentosa around 12 plus.
we all just wanted to sleep and sleep even more.
when we went there, all we see was malays and more malays.
its a sad story and yes im racist.
few malays called sarah no breast in malay.
damn poor thing but i laughed like mad still.
sorry girlfriend... HAHAHAHA!

town for honey chicken rice later.
its damn shiok i swear!
okay, then we walked around.
didnt do much shit.
it was quite a bad day for carmen and i.
she saw her roxy bag girl and she was holding a guys hand.
for me, nevermind. i'll just sigh.

dont know what am i goin to do today.
im so so so tired.
i just wanna eat everything i see in my house now.
those that are edible that is.

t r e v o r | |
i . w i l l . f i n d . y o u

2003-07-03T09:48:00.000-07:00
slept at 7.45am yesterday
and woke up at 9.30am
read.. FUCKING TIRED.

met carmen darling at tampines bus terminal.
went over to her place,
ate alil and off we go to sac.
fetched queen sann and princess mal.
talked to sarah abit, like finally.
she still cant stop doin all her stupid lil actions.
silly prissy came out for 5 mins and then
she had to go back in for her oral.
someone please tell her thats damn cool can. HAHA!
saw kimberly, quickly talked rubbish.
dont want to hear people saying that i am damn proud!
you know what im saying right, kim?

mal's house for some strawberry strudal,
watched serendipity and never ending of THO BE CHER.
okay only mal, carmen, sann and i will understand that shit.
it just cracks me up like mad, i swear!

dont know whats on for tomorrow.
everything is super messy.
i just wanna sleep and eat everyday can, what are you talkin bout'.

suddenly i miss those times we had a sann's place.
tried really hard to chop sparky (a chicken please)
tried to fill a bottle with all our cig ashes.
i miss.. yall.

t r e v o r | |
almighty
tho.be.cher!

2003-07-02T08:23:00.000-07:00
talked to nickee for damn long yesterday.
she was finding her stupid words again.
woke carmen up at 5 to study but
she said she wanted to sleep somemore.
woke prissy up at 5.30 to prepare for school.
i can be some alarm clock can, what are you talkin bout'.

so i slept at 6 and woke up at 4.
im sucha pig balls.
first thing i did when i woke up was to eat eat eat!
of cause i brushed my teeth can.

went to watch the hulk.
i didnt expect it to be sucha nice movie.
okay maybe only the pretty girl made it nice. HAHA!
i thought everything would be damn damn damn fake
but no, it was all okay. just some computer graphics.

went to eat at ajisen ramen.
so, the ex sacian sann said was workin there,
IS really workin there.
whatever.

the carmen, sann, mal, nic, mel and min.
Precious.

t r e v o r ||
i t s . j u s t . y o u .

2003-06-29T11:36:00.000-07:00
Parkway to meet carmen and mal went to thin her hair.
Went to play pool after mal was done.
Won carmen first few rounds until she messaged.
I couldnt even concentrate.
Carmen entered the black ball and i still went to the table to hit the remainings.
That stupid girl and mal laughed like there was no tomorrow! Arseholes!

Rushed to Jill's place by cab.
When we were 5 minutes away she messaged mal
and told her she was goin to her grand's place.
I can so skin her alive but nvm i forgive JILL SEAH!
Sann that sweet pea bought seal a flower.

Walked to sann's place.
Talked bout our past in primary school.
Sann said i was one fierce bitch! Hahaha!!
Not even can! I was damn friendly, i think.
Carmen and i find it amazing how close we really are now.
We were like number 1 enemies in secondary school balls!
Now i just love her so much and no one can ever seperate the both of us.

Love|| carmen, jill, sann, mal, nickee and mel.

t r e v o r ||
i m . t h e . h a p p i e s t . g i r l
o n . e a r t h . t o d a y

2003-06-28T00:36:00.000-07:00
Went tanning on thursday.
It was shit i swear!
The sun was goin crazy...
Sunny, windy and then it drizzled.
Eh, what fuck balls! Wasted my precious time!

Stayed over mal's place with nickee.
Nic darling couldnt stop disturbing me.
I seriously have no idea why!
Even when i was on the line with Kimberly,
she kept tickling me and i didnt know what fuck she was doin to my head.
It definitely did hurt quite abit.

Jill's house in the evening.
That poor girl cant even talk!
I swear im gonna enjoy myself.
She can't say shit now even when im dissing her!
Hahaha!
Conferencing session everynight now without Jill.
1 elkcif member down. Tsk.

Monks for alil while.
I swear it was really for alil while.
We went there for maybe like half an hour only.
Sann had to reach home by 12 and carmen needed to rush home to study.

the elkcif.s later.
sann is so goin crazy..

t r e v o r | |
i . l o v e . m y . d r e a m s

2003-06-22T13:35:00.000-07:00
finally i got saori to fuck.
the whole of elkcif.s are trying so hard. tsk tsk
hahaha!!!!
my new found girl.
took me 67 days to get her.
others out there just try 10 years!
im the no.1!

jill and mal goin crazy.
mallory` aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh
mallory` i wanna fuck herrrr
-
ecirkcud i doubt i can get to fuck her
ecirkcud i play until i fuck her i swear
ecirkcud i fuck then i eat
-

Love my Saori Nora.
My Ganguro.

t r e v o r | |

2003-06-22T08:30:00.000-07:00
carmen and i stayed over mal's place for 2 days.
we brought so many fucking things
like as though we were goin to stay for 10 days.

monks yesterday,
all my darlings gave me a surprise.
told me they didnt buy me anything and all
but end up they bought me a cake and some presents.
Silly people.. love them so so much.
*carmen,jill,mal,sann,min,jerage and sharon.
not forgetting alicia and mousey.
thanks for everything yall.

went for heartbeat percussion today.
not that bad. okay i'll say its good,
not like i can fucking play like them.

Pics under MY BIRTHDAY
Captions done by Jill Seah by the way.

love the [e l k c i f . s]

t r e v o r | |
i ' d . d o . a n y t h i n g

2003-06-20T14:01:00.000-07:00
we are all home today.
its our first rest day ever since friday.
out every fucking hour playing captains ball or five-ten.

its bloody hell 5am.
im trying really hard not to fall asleep
which i doubt i can make it.
meeting my darling carmen at 6.45 fucking am
to buy her harry potter book.
poor mallory and i
but i love carmen so much i'll do anything for her. =)

Monks tomorrow.
Just a stupid happy birthday to me at 12am
and im so gonna dance and play five-ten
all night long!
Glad im spending it with my darlings.

i think i need to rest for awhile.

t r e v o r | | e l k c i f . s
s a r s . i s . a . V I R U S!
t h a t . i . j u s t . w a n t . t o . m i n u s

2003-06-17T10:39:00.000-07:00
Jill's house almost like everyday now.
Played captains ball yesterday and today.
Sharon, Jerage, Jill, Mal, Carmen darling, Alicia for awhile and me.
Oh yah, not forgetting Jill's brother today.
I so need to win every game. Hahaha!
Jill is one arsehole, everything we do is a foul
but everything she does is a yes yes yes!
What rubbish balls! Dog!

Fun with all my darling.
Wasted that stupid Sann needs to be back early everyday.
Its fine, tootsy(her dog) is always there for her.
She dont even want us now... =/

Carmen is so addicted to the game 5 10.
Finally she knows how to play it properly,
after 10 years! (Dont *orh me please darling!)
Haha! Love.

Finding Nemo tomorrow!
At last we're goin to watch it!
Last week watch stupid Ju On.
waste time only!

Tanning dont know when.
Definitely this fucking week!

Sunday is comin, *Sigh.
Its just gonna be another normal day.

t r e v o r | |
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind

2003-06-15T00:45:00.000-07:00
finally jill is back.
first thing we did was to diss her. haha
sorry darling, you know carmen and i love you.
its no fun anymore, you're so used to it.
we'll aim sann instead.

monks yesterday.
many told me they're goin down
but i didnt see any of them.
embarrassed myself balls. urgh!
got alil drunk i guess.

tanning tomorrow
my fucking back is peeling like mad.
damn sick!

gonna find food now,
fucking hungry!

t r e v o r ||
without you in my life,
i'll never be satisfied.

2003-06-11T23:56:00.000-07:00
char is back! char is back!!
wooooo!!!!
hope i'll be meeting her in the evening.
miss that bitch ass bro of mine.

=)

2003-06-11T01:34:00.000-07:00
didnt do much shit yesterday.
went out for alil while.
wanted to buy my converse shoe
but sann was in church till very very late!

i dont know what to do today.
feel like blading actually..
im so so fat now i need to really exercise.

dad is not in singapore again!
thats good actually.
i can do whatever i want.
go out late, come home late
no one can say anything!
my mum is not really strict. phew!

I miss carmen.. its a everyday thing.
I miss Jill and coco.
not forgetting my love nickee. =)

t r e v o r | |
y o u . a r e . t h e . g i r l
o f . my . d r e a m s

2003-06-09T09:31:00.000-07:00
went tanning with carmen,mal and sann.
mal and sann, both burnt.
carmen, i dont have to say shit.
i am still as fair as ever.
i'm goin tanning at least once a week now!
i need time.. intensive tanning!

town after that,
met nelson,nic,ryann,mel,jason,vern and cole.
was it? i dont know.. there was so many people
all crowding outside rockys and everyone seems
to know each other.

cramps cramps cramps,
so we all went home really early..
down on my luck today!
I SWEAR ON THAT!

1. mens
2. saw her*
3. thought i found that someone, but... but.. AHH! <-- im talkin shit
4. stained my fucking white boardshorts in the cab i think?

Screw me, screw... screw..
just screw it!

t r e v o r ||
y o u ' r e . s o m e w h e r e . o u t . t h e r e

2003-06-06T11:25:00.000-07:00
jill's place with mal.
walked straight into the house.
gate wasnt locked and the door was wide open.
went up to the room and there i saw two pigs.
sann and the jill both sleeping!
fucking jumped on them,
do i look like i give a fuck?
haha!

went with sann to school to collect her results.
was so scared to see the teachers.
after that i thought..
like what the fuck?
im already out of school and hell they cant do no shit to me.

jerage's place for american star search and amazing race.
didnt watch much since i was busy talkin away.
jp cafe after... left really early cause jerage needs to
go malaysia tomorrow morning.

**after all these while i thought about it.
that love for you wasnt worth it at all.
i can say now i wont regret the things that i've done.
im glad that we've both seperated after what happened.
you're simply pathetic.

t r e v o r ||

2003-06-05T13:04:00.000-07:00
went blading again.
with jill, sann and mal.
poor mal fell twice balls!
it was fucking funny though.
looks like she used pen knife to cut her arm
but actually its the fuckin fall that caused her that.
like maybe 40 over lines?
Poor you........

got a call from them at around 12.30am?
decided on jalan kayu for supper.
so sann and jill sneaked out, mallory waited for her mum to sleep
and i gracefully walked out of my house! haha!
supper was good since it was spent with them.
laughed like mad fucking dogs!
took photo with the prata shop uncle.
some 30+ uncles were calling them 'mei nu'.
the whole time they were irritating us balls!
we bought a pack of tissue they also want one piece.
asked us to meet them there tomorrow?
like hell no!

cab driver waited for us to finish our supper.
a very very nice man. damn bloody cute!
he laugh also must cover his mouth.
imagine a 63 years old man doin that?
cute right? haha

thats all for now.
Pics under *Jalan Kayu

t r e v o r ||
t e l l . m e . w h e r e . t o .
g o . f r o m . h e r e

2003-06-02T10:26:00.000-07:00
mallory bought her blades yesterday.
so sann, mal and i went blading today.
stupid mallory cannot blade properly wanna blade.
that girl went down the slope too fast but luckily she fell on the grass.
went to jill's place to play with coco for awhile
then to her mums place to play with jasper.
he is damn bloody fucking cute!

sann's house for light dinner.
talked alot of shit.
as usual, laughed our arses off.
sann doin stupid things.
calling the taxi driver a gangster and all.
i pity that man.

sann said we have to blade once a week.
i dont mind since i love blading
but mallory is the problem!
hahahahaha!!
that girl cant brake properly.
laugh until stomach ache balls!

oh yah, i asked mallory if she could walk up on the grass patch
and the next minute i fell.
stupid girl kept laughing at me!

pics for today are up.
*bladers.

t r e v o r ||
i . w i s h . i . k n e w . w h a t s .
g o i n . t h r u . y o u r . m i n d

2003-06-01T07:37:00.000-07:00
watched bruce almighty on friday.
i expected it to be better.
next is what a girl wants.

town on saturday.
CMST Day..
carmen, mallory, sann and trev day.
Called nelson and jill along too.
Amanda wasnt at work, sigh.

met pris and alicia the helium voice after.
we all went down JP Cafe together.
jerage,sharon,jill,carmen,sann,mallory,alicia,pris,lionel and his friend.
one big big group over at JP.
It was fun. Left there at 2am.

Uploaded the pics for cmst day.

t r e v o r ||

2003-05-29T02:55:00.000-07:00
God, i found my primary school's first love's profile in fridae.
that girl is still in australia.
i miss her. havent seen her for 5 years.
sad .

friday, no monks.
for the past dont know how many months,
carmen and i have been goin down almost every week.
we're takin a break for awhile.
amazing race will entertain me.
Woohoo!!!!!

I wanna watch bruce almighty and what a girl wants!
Sann and mal, yall better watch with me.
Amanda Bynes...
finally she is acting in a proper movie.
pretty pretty amandaS.
Im so goin back to the shop Fling.

I love you carmen... silly poo!
see you very soon.

t r e v o r | |
i . d o n t . k n o w . w h a t s
g o i n . o n . i n s i d e . y o u .
t e l l . m e . h o w . y o u . f e e l

2003-05-27T10:45:00.000-07:00
town with mallory and sann.
walked around and laughed like mad dogs.
saw some sacians. *yawn
oh i forgot mal and sann are both sacians
hahaha!! poor thing.

met nickee at fareast but we left after awhile
cause she was meeting tahyah and sarah.
so we went esplanade.
max brenner was okay.
dinner at AL Dente
with nelson, bryan, felix and alex.
hendrix after that...
can you believe it?
hendrix on a tuesday.
nelson and i was the only one dancing..
but it was better cause there was loads of
space for us to do damn C walk.

now im back waiting for ah soh mallory to load the pics.
Goodnight after that.
that 3 jugs of beer is killing.

love love sann and mal
=)

t r e v o r ||
everyday i pray that
you're feeling the
same way as i do.

2003-05-24T14:30:00.000-07:00
okay i didnt go town.
met jerage and sharon over at tampines instead.
watched how to lose a guy in 10 days.
I rate it 4 on the scale 5.
tears kept falling
and i kept thinkin bout my past.
okay whatever me.

so so pasir ris after.
met jill and coco (her dog).
thats the cutest black thing i've ever seen in my life balls.

Blading tomorrow.
carmen,sann,jerage,sharon,jill and i.
If only they all can make me.
Im a sure definite yes when it comes to blading.

oh oh mallory, its really rare that you say you love me.
was that you who commented? =)
mars bars for you..
cornetto for me..
yes? yes!

love love love carmie,sann,min,mal,nic,rage,ron,vern,jill and ricco!

t r e v o r | |
i m s o i n t o
a m a n d a!

2003-05-23T23:02:00.000-07:00
Havent blogged for awhile.
Mallory always buggin me to blog.
That stupid girl getting taller and taller..
i cant stand it! DOG!

Every week before carmen and i get into monks
we have to kiss each other on the lips,
or else they wont let us in.
What the fuck balls!
Thats so crazy.

Finally sann and min was down yesterday.
Had quite abit of fun.
I love them so so so much!
Mallory's buddy, Chor mun was down too.
=)

No one wants to go down town with me.
Bloody assholes.
All either sleeping or tired.
I wanna so get out of my house!

|| tr ev or l e e ||
y o u b l o w my m i n d

2003-05-16T11:35:00.000-07:00
monks was... okay.
definitely better then last week.
am home early today, very very tired!
Nickee was supposed to be down
but dont know where that bitch is.
Havent seen her for 2 weeks.
Happily with her ryann and forget all about me.
Carmen also another one.

Need to attend my sister's friends wedding tomorrow.
Salsa starts after the dinner and ends at 2am.
not bad eh... i wanna see how great it is.

love love love my carmen,nickee,vern,jerage,sharon,jill,mal and ex schitts inc.
Notice the triple love now? Yes..
Vern will know what i mean. =)

[ t r e v o r ]
j u s t . w a n n a . b e . a l o n e

2003-05-13T22:49:00.000-07:00
Sentosa yesterday.
Was with sheryl, jerage,sharon and weining.
Played afew ball games and now my body is aching.
Havent been exercising in awhile..
so this body aching thing happens.

Went down to town.
Sakae for dinner...
was so so hungry i could eat a whole cow.
Sheryl and maine went taka..
jerage, sharon and i went to watch
bringing down the house.
On the scale 5 i'll rate it 2 half.
Quite funny... not that bad.
Took a cab home.. i was really tired.

Just when i got home...
bathed and all, our family got a call from our aunt
saying that my grandfather is in the hospital and he is in a bad condition.
My god we all rushed down.
This is the 2nd time in my entire life i've seen my dad cried.
I wore sweater, pants and my damn shoe
I was all covered.. with a mask too!

When i entered the room,
i saw him and i straight away cried.
He was so uncomfortable and all.
Needles in him.
Pukin blood. My god my heart hurt quite abit.
I hope he is gonna be fine.
He is my only grandfather...
the other one died even before i was born.

thats all for now...
love love

[ t r e v o r ]

2003-05-09T02:23:00.000-07:00
Went back to sac.
fetched sarah, mel, tahyah and mal from school.
Met a few old friends..
saw sann and min and i went all crazy!
I miss those 2 so so so so much i swear.
Thanks for the kiss sann!

Macs for lunch, how boring
but those bitches made it fun.
Sarah took stupid shots of me!
Damn that arse!
Mel looks funny in the picture,
dont know whats wrong.
Saw her after awhile.
It was really shitty.
Didnt really look at her cause i know she felt the same.
Whatever, since its all over.

Finally i get to see carmen, jerage, sharon, jill and nickee later.
10 years balls! I miss them...
Ricco, im glad things are better now.
I know its me... but i can let all those shit pass.
Love love.

t r e v o r | |
i t . h u r t s. w h e n .........

2003-05-07T18:48:00.000-07:00
mal, i owe you mars bars aiight?
I'll pass it to you tomorrow.
Thats if im goin to school to meet yall for lunch.

Stupid Carmen..
supposed to call me last night but she didnt.
Nowadays everynight she'll just msg me and say
'Sorry darling, im very tired. Call me tomorrow
when you wake up k? Love you.'
Everytime same line...
soon i'll do that to you too carmen.
We'll see how it feels?
Hahaha! love love!

Ricco, im sorry bout what happened.
Maybe those words i've said did hurt alil.
It was all out of anger.
We both drifted apart.
I kept it in me for quite long
and now its out, i hope you can do
something bout it?
Give me some time..
all i need is some time.

I miss nickee, jill, jerage and sharon.
When the fuck are we gonna meet up?!

mel,tah,sann,sarah,min,
mal, seek, nickee, maine (starlight),
vern (sweetheart, cole, vic, wei and
whoever whoever..
where yall fly to?
I miss all of you!

mens is here, friday is just tomorrow?
Like what the fuck!
Whatever im goin blading!

t r e v o r | |
a m . i . f a l l i n . a g a i n

2003-05-04T17:10:00.000-07:00
Woke up at 5am,
went out for breakfast with my dad.
He thinks there is something wrong with me
cause nowadays im always up early to go for breakfast.

Dad wants to open a restaurant..
asked me if i wanna join him and help out with cooking?
Funny ah that man.
I can only cook limited dishes.
Whatever.

Carmen and i are offically out of Schitts iNC.
Have our own reasons for quitting.
Have to admit that things changed
ever since min and sann left us.
Bout' the recent problem,
i was never on anyones side.
I heard from both parties
and i decided not to bother.
anyway, i still love every single one of you
and i always will.

**Carmen and Nicc.
Both of you are angels sent from up above.
Whether am i feeling good or feeling fucked up,
i find either one of you right beside me.
I find joy and happiness in yall.
I enjoy every single moment we've spent together.
I wake up everyday and thank god,
thank god that i've actually found the both of you.
Love.

[ t r e v o r ]
*i live for love
therefore i live for you.

2003-05-02T14:57:00.000-07:00
Met darling carmen at 6pm
I rushed like mad.
I felt all uncomfy when i was out of my house...
i hate to rush but what to do..
for that troublesome girl i'll just do it.

lawlor, mel, nickee and ryann after..
Slacked for quite long. *yawn
Went over cine to play pool.
Saw rebecca tan over at the toilet.
Talked alittle and off she goes for her movie.

monks was... okay.
danced for awhile..
more of walking here and there,
goin out to smoke and drink those shots.
nickee, jerage, sharon and i was down
and where the hell is jill!
seriously we have to meet up one day.
I miss those cock shit we talked about last time.

van aka meow, hope you're feeling much much better aiight?
I dont really know whats goin on in that mind of yours.
Do take care.. i'll see you.

Schitts lets meet up tomorrow
or whatever. I have something to say.

[ t r e v o r ]
*if you were my baby.

2003-05-02T00:10:00.000-07:00
Trevor trevor, ur sucha beaver, you have a fever, where's your beeper?

I blogged the last time.
And you deleted my entry!
Bitch!!!!!

Oh well. Whatever.
I'll just invade. haha.
The blog's all urs trevor beaver.
=)

-mallory-

2003-04-28T07:13:00.000-07:00
My blog layout is getting from bad to worse.
Argh! Irritating!
Thank you wen for helping me with my blog anyway.

Okay i so need to rush to Jerage's house now.
We're goin fishing! Hahaha

I miss you carmen, nickee and not forgetting RICCO!
Love yall.

[ t r e v o r ]
y o u . y o u . y o u .
a n d . m o r e . y o u !

2003-04-28T06:31:00.000-07:00

:::pinksheep invades AGAIN...:::

hello!..
yays!..
ur blog done..
u win the -most plain blog award- k..
remb to collect prize..-giggles-..
n sarahhhh..
im invadinnnnnn..
-sticks out tongue at sarah-..

:::n the rain came tumbling downnnnnnn..::::

2003-04-28T04:36:00.000-07:00

:::pinksheep invades again.:::

ur BLOG..will SO drive me mad..
aniwae..
i decided to shift the entry box
instead of the links due to sum expert advice..
n its still ALITTLE hard to see..
but nvm la k?..grinx..
aniwae..aniting tell me..
n tc HORS..

:::..byeeeeeeeee..:::

2003-04-26T13:06:00.000-07:00
Went Double O..
queue was fucking fucking long.
Luckily my sisters friend brought us in.
Thought i saw Janice Soh..
not sure if thats her.
Whatever it is.

Double O is.... okay.
People there dance in a really weird manner.
My sister's bf and i were laughing non stop.
We were busy dissing people then dancing.
This girl danced till she dropped on the floor...
then she swinged her head from side to side..
God it was hilarious!

Saw a few pretty girls in the toilet.
I was really shy to walk in cause there were
many many girls in there...
but my sis just pulled me in since
i really needed to pee badly!

Carmen, i swear we're two crazy dogs
who cant wait for friday to come again.
What the hell, i was goin all crazy just now balls.
Heart damn pain.

Schitts** I want us all to get back together
but it seems like its impossible.
Things have changed.
I seriously dont understand.
We had our fun and all
and im sure im still dying for more.
Someone tell me we'll get back together.
I still love each and everyone of you.
We really have to meet up one day
and clear the misunderstangs yall are having.
You should know who you are.
Bring Schitts iNC back

[ t r e v o r ]
T h e . w a y . y o u . w a l k
i . c a n t . r e s i s t . y o u r . s t y l e.
H o w . c a n . a . ~~man~~ . l i k e .
m e . c o n v i n c e . a . g i r l . l i k e
y o u

2003-04-25T13:55:00.000-07:00
Cut my hair..
jerage said not much of a diff.
Okay.. its just short and i feel more comfortable now.

Monks instead of rix today.
Enjoyed myself quite abit.
Was dissing many crazy arses in monks.
Jerage, carmen and i laughed like mad dogs.
Realised Rebecca tan's gf looks abit like
charlotte from sex and the city.

Back home now... not really feelin' good though.
Heard some shit.
Its just my fucked luck.
Doubt she'd want a young piece'a shit.

Bah.. i know you stinked just now
after steppin' into that puddle of mud.
Seriously i still love you and you know that
aiight?
Hugs bah.

Schiits iNC.
[ t r e v o r ]
I m . a l l . a b o u t
l o v i n' . y o u .

2003-04-24T10:00:00.000-07:00
Going monsoon to cut my damn hair with darling carmen.
Hope i can get the money from my boss..
am not putting my hopes high on that though.
He is like fuckin avoiding me balls!

I told myself im not partying this week...
yah yah like what the fuck im doin tomorrow?!
Ugh!
I can never stick to original plans.

Ricco.. im goin hendrix with you for awhile
to wish stephiee an early birthday aiight?
I might be goin down to josh's chalet after that.
Lawlor asked me down.
We'll see k?
Love you bah.

I can't wait for tomorrow!
Woosh!

[ t r e v o r ]
i m . f a l l i n g .
I t s . y o u

.

2003-04-22T09:43:00.000-07:00
Im such an arsehole!
Hahaha sorry girlfriend..
made you do all the shit and end up not wanting it...
love you aiight?! *muack

Boss not picking up my call
wont have my money..
Bloody dog!

Met Ricco, tahyah and sarah for dinner.
Didnt bitch much cause ricco needed to leave urgently.
His friend is just leaving SG for 3 weeks
not 3 months or 3 years!!
and he just rushed off like that!
Silly boy!

No Hendrix or monks this friday!!
I must do it this time..
If mel is able to get the hotel...
then we'll go there!
I'll bring my wine, vodka and johnnie walker aiight?!
Fun fun fun!
We'll see whats gonna happen to mel..
tahyah and sarah should know what i mean!
Hahaha!!

[ t r e v o r ]
i m . a l w a y s . l o s t . f o r
w o r d s . w h e n . s o m e o n e .
m e n t i o n s . y o u r . n a m e

2003-04-22T08:53:00.000-07:00
Okie, it should be there!!
Love ya girlfriend. There's ur comment boxie. :)

-sarah`

2003-04-22T03:23:00.000-07:00
:::pinksheep invades..:::

cldnt see u online..
so i decided to invade ur blog..
LOL..
aniwae..
i hope u can see the background le..
mmmx..
i re-upload the pic..
troublesome.......
-slaps-..
aniwae..
aniting tell me kkk..
see yaaa..
-winks-..

2003-04-20T13:25:00.000-07:00
Bought the blades!
Say yea-yaay yea-yaay!
570 fuckin bucks and i love it!
Woosh!
Straight away to east coast.
Tried that beautiful pair of blades on
and its.... I just love it!
I rather freeskates then X trainer..
looks more garang! Haha!
For garangness i pay more..

Went to the driving range for some golf..
sis brought hairy along.. thats my cat by the way.
He was so damn cute i swear! Being all kpo
peeping through that small lil' hole from the bag!
I love that furry wurry thing!
Gonna be healthy healthy!!
Exercise all the way..
Must quit smoking. YES! I MUST!

Ricco came over to my place..
brought a can of beer down for him.
Talked about girls, life and not forgetting sex!
/me looks at bah.. how was the talk?
Hahaha!!!!
Bet you liked it right?
Dont be shy aiight?!
*hugs bah!

[ t r e v o r ]
i m . a l l . a b o u t .
h e r
Y o u . h a d . m e . e v e r
s i n c e . t h a t . f i r s t .
s m i l e

2003-04-19T14:01:00.000-07:00
Friday was a bomb!
/me looks at carmen...
right?!
Woo it was so fucking good i swear!
Rebecca Tan is super funny!
Ricco.... you'll see her too aiight?
Dont be sad anymore la bah..
anyway i'll support you to go all out for her..
she seems nice. I give you permission!
Hahaha!!! Kidding kidding.

So so.. Saturday..
met ricco, mel, nic, jill, ryann and shawn.
Laughed like motherfucks!
Shawn that silly boy drank this cup of water that he washed his little fingers in.
He forgot all about it and just took it like that!
My god balls!! Fucking sick can!

No suntanning tomorrow..
goin to buy my blades!! Woohoo!!!

(carmen,nic,tah,sarah,mel,sann,min,jerage,sharon, Jill) Darlings!
ricco (bah!) Lawlor (boy!) Vern (sweetheart!) maine (starlight) Alexis (Monkey lover)
vic (nig) wei (bro!)
love loves!

I can't think.. braindead!
Sleep sleep!

[ t r e v o r ]

2003-04-16T09:35:00.000-07:00
I dont wanna work ANYMORE!
Fucking pissed me to the core balls!
Wasting all my fucking time!
Bloody bitches and bastards!
Argh! *roar!

Okay.. Johnny E, food,monks,drinking and dancing.
Im sure those shit is gonna cheer me up!
I can't wait for friday... i miss the Schitts so much.
I wanna hug them all real tight and tell them 1 by 1 how much they really mean to me.
Ricco dont worry.. i wont leave you out aiight? Hahaha!!

Dont know what to say..
i just wanna sleep it all away.

[ t r e v o r ]
A l e x i s...
y o u & m e ?
*licks

2003-04-15T08:56:00.000-07:00
Late for work. Reached at 2 when i was suppose to be
there at 1 bloody pm.
Did no shit... left work at 5pm.
Like what the hell...
anyway im quitting already.
Dad wants me to work for him.
Workin at home.. own time own target somemore.
Even better!

Portobelle for dinner with jerage, sharon and ric
2 marinaras, 2 pizzas, 1 caesar salad and 1 soup of the day.
We were so so so fucking full!
Couldn't finish the other pan of pizza.
Bill came up to 90 bucks..
not that bad huh

Chilled over at the short chair short table place..
whatever it is called!
Something like JP Cafe.
Charlotte palmer was supposed to meet me!
but she was takin 10 fuckin years!
So we left first.. just when i was in the cab she msged me!
That stupid girl.

I wanna watch jonny english!!!!!!
Friday friday! I dont care!
Schitts.. friday ah?
I dont care we're all gonna catch that movie together!
Yes? YES!

carmennicsarahmeltahyahsannmin
yall mean so much to me... love love!

[ t r e v o r ]
I m . n o t . l e t t i n . y o u . g e t
r i d . o f . m e.
H o w . b o u t . t h a t ?

2003-04-12T15:34:00.000-07:00
I can't wait to meet Carmen later.
Although i just met her on friday..
i can never get enough of that girl!
Im really glad i got to know you better darling..
During the school days..
we both hated each other to the core balls!
Its really amazing how close we are now.
I love your company and duh i love you!

Nickee darling...
haha was alil cheeky on friday.
I know you liked it anyway!
and yes i want you back as a lesbian...
but ryann.... *sigh
He is fuckin nice and yes he passed my test! Haha!!
Ryann if you're ever gonna see this you better be honoured ah!
Anyway darling.. i love you.. yes and your breast too! LOL!

Ric.. ric.. ric!!!
Sorry for getting all worked up just now...
but i really dont wanna see you go thru shit.
I dont exactly know how you're feeling though
but whatever it is i just want you to feel better.
Dont pull yourself down anymore please?
I hope whatever i said just now hits you.
I'll see you later.

Jerage and Sharon...
Thanks for everything!
Dont doubt the way i feel for the both of you..
i still love yall no matter what.

Schitts....
Yes i love you all!
I dont need to say la but
just a reminder...
We're now abit here and there
but what the fuck....
we'll get back!

Vic...
Woohoo!! Guess what?
We're still on talkin terms!
Luckily we both fought against that dog huh?
With the help of rob, rage and car that is.
All the best to you and Ben ben (my version).. you know what i mean.
Im not being mean here ah!
I was nice on friday! =)

Muddy baby..
Ever since you came into my life..
its been totally great!
You make my everyday beautiful

[ t r e v o r ]
Just a msg to those i treasure
before i contract sars? HAHA!

2003-04-12T12:32:00.000-07:00
Went blading at east coast..
damn shiok!
Cant wait to get my soloman blades!!
Woohoo!
Thats if i can afford one pair thats 400++

East coast to suntec in 7 mins..
3 damn cars rushing there to catch The Recruit.
Like 3 stupid bengs racing!!
but no.. my sister's boyfriend is not a beng.. more like a nerd actually.
anyway.. we got there in time for the 12.00am show
but what the fuck The Recruit was cancelled coz of some
sound system problem.
Watched The Dreamcatcher instead..
its a fucking good show!!!!!!
My opinion la..
some might think that show is fucked cause
of the aliens.. but its fucking good still!

I wanna watch Just Married and Johnny English!
My Favourite guy Mr bean!!!!! I LOVE HIM!
I can imitate him damn well...but no im not showing
anyone unless you're close to me. Haha!
Schitts together together go watch aiight?
Love yall!

Gotta tuck in now.
Sentosa tomorrow.

[ t r e v o r ]
s t e a l . t h e . s u n . f r o m
t h e .s k y . f o r . y o u

2003-04-11T18:36:00.000-07:00
Its early. And everyone's sleeping...
So boring!!!!!!!!!!
Roar.

I'm having gastric. =\
Oh wells.
Will everyone just wake up??
Esp Seekee!
Stupid pigs.
=)

Okay. Cartoon cartoooooooooooooon time.

Mallory>>

2003-04-11T14:06:00.000-07:00
No Hendrix....
suko was at monks with us though...
Haha that stupid girl thinks rebecca tan is hot too!
Like DUH!
I can't stop smiling balls!
She said "thank you"
bloody fuck my heart melted!

Today is fun fun fun!!
Marky mark was so cute!!
Tried acting gay.... but FAILED!
San tino was there too....
Errr.... Nvm!

Sunday.. sentosa.
Please no rain no rain!!
Rain rain go away!!

[ t r e v o r ]
i miss you muddy...

2003-04-10T10:24:00.000-07:00
My boss is not that nice afterall..
He made me walked to bras basah complex twice!
Im not "Ms i like to walk" or some shit can!
Argh!

Met Ricco for dinner..again.
guys are damn bitchy too..
that stupid boy just bitch non stop balls!
He and his matts with their disgusting pants!
Everywhere we go he just diss malays!
Hahaha.. you see why we click?
we're both racist!

Sarah, Tahyah and Nic.
Glad to see yall just now.
Esp nic. Its been 10 years!
Oh yah sarah... i'll punch your god damn breast again..
you just wait and see!
Ask me to be say please for your stupid green tea..
you didnt even say please for my ciggys.

Monks tomorrow..
promised sann.
We had fun last week anyway!
*hehe

sleep sleep
night world

[ t r e v o r ]
we were just 5 metres away
but you didnt see the trev
ARGH!
[ m u d d y ]

2003-04-09T12:18:00.000-07:00
Work was quite fun...
time passed pretty fast.
Was walkin towards the train station
then i bumped into my gay friend.
We bitched like hell balls.
Laughed like fuck...... that stupid fool
told me how to clear the shit before anal sex!
Goodness!!
I told sarah and ricco when i met them for dinner.
*lol sarah's facial expression changed immediately!

Ricco and i gonna train up our pool
to play against those people
at JP Cafe! Hahaha!
they are one buncha funny group...
anyway ric.. hope you'll win the bet aiight?
Im waiting for your treat! =)

Talking to suko now..
stupid girl havent cut her hair yet!
I cant wait to see her new haircut balls!
Short short short! Eeeks!
She wants a girl, butch or whatever.
i told suko to take her
That her.. you'll get this msg from me personally!
Im sure she is playing anyway. *sigh

Sleep sleep sleep!
Work tomorrow! *yawn!

[ t r e v o r ]
Meannie Loves Beannie
[trevor] Loves `cruc|fy
alexis loves trevor
*haha
Yes i love you monkey lover!

2003-04-08T07:42:00.000-07:00
Suppose to meet Ricco for dinner
but what the fuck? We didnt.
I was takin 10 years! Haha!
Sorry!!! Kev called you in the end anyway.
We meet tomorrow!! I DONT CARE AH!

I miss Carmen so much!!
Its so much im goin crazy!
That silly ass keeps thinking im neglecting her
coz of *alexis and *new girl.
Like what the fuck?
We're not even dating!
I love you la dumb dumb!

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
Well as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love is suicide
You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance girl

[ t r e v o r ]
i m . s t i l l . a l l . a b o u t . l o v i n g . y o u

2003-04-08T04:49:00.000-07:00
I'M BLOGGING.

And so, i end off here.
-mallory.

2003-04-07T12:09:00.000-07:00
Went tanning on sunday.
Jerage, Sharon, Ricco, Mel, Nic and Ryann.
Lotsa funny shit happened.
Covered Ric with sand..
Stick a lipton bottle in the sand...
thats his dick.
We did it for nickee too..
we told her we're gonna make her breast even bigger
then joanna chens.
So we took awhile to shape it and all..
then this old man walked by he laughed and laughed
nickee shouted at him like mad but the old man didnt care!
Then i said uncle can you please walk away?
He said okay then he told us that the breast is one big one small!
LOL! We laughed like motherfucks balls!

Didnt go to work again today.
I msged my boss..
told him im having a slight fever.
He told me Okay! Rest well.
What a weird boss...
i dont wanna take him for granted
but it seems like i am doin it right now.

Movie soon with schitts and ricco.
Ricco.. you're meeting me for dinner tomorrow.
Sorry bout today... couldnt make it.
Sunday tanning again ah? =)

Night world.

[ t r e v o r ]
Alexis loves Trevor! Beannie Loves Meannie!
Yay!

2003-04-05T11:24:00.000-08:00
Lunch with ricco at Tampines.
Caesar salad straight away at coffee bean.
*woosh!
Pool for AWHILE! We both had no mood to play.

Met Jerage and Sharon at JP Cafe.
drank, ate and talk cock as usual.
I love them.
Had fun at the pool table with those..
~~old~~ funky people.
They were really funny.
Ricco won this man
and we got a jug of beer free. =)

Sentosa later.
No Carmen...
grandma passed away, gotta be at the wake.
*sigh.
I love you straight partner.
My new found baby will never
take your place... I promise aiight?

[ t r e v o r ]
y o u . m a k e . m e . w a n n a
s u r r e n d e r . m y . s o u l
[ m u d d y ]

2003-04-04T13:09:00.000-08:00
First time! No Suko but Carmen and i
enjoyed ourselves soooooooo much!
Dancing with the Schitts was more then enough.
Us screaming like mad fucks was fucking funny!
Us doing fucked up crip walks...
am really glad that all the Schitts were down today.
How far we are physically doesnt matter.
I still love yall!

Ricco.. dont be sad aiight?
Take things slow.
I dont believe she wont ever feel for you.
Whatever it is, im always right behind your back...
anything just call trev! Lol!
Fountain k? =)

Oh! Vanessa aka meow meow.
If you're gonna ever read this.
Just wanna tell you that you're fuckin funny!
Just the sight of you makes me laugh...
and Jean im gonna get you for touching my breast!

Night world!

[ t R e v ]
L e s s . t h e n . a . m i n u t e.
b u t . i t . w a s. m o r e . t h e n .
e n o u g h.
[ m U d d y ]

2003-04-03T11:12:00.000-08:00
Went shopping... got a singlet and thats it!
Fucking bitch.
Cosy bay with Ricco, Jerage, Sharon and my darling Carmen!
Stupid carmen dont know how to drink beer wanna action!
Lol! Play 5 10 like a bloody fool i swear!
Made us laugh like dogs.

Oasis for supper...
wah eat and eat non stop today!
Tomorrow gotta go do the stupid data entrys again.
*sigh.
Didnt go work today..
told boss that im sick!
I feel so guilty coz he is one
fuckin nice guy!

Ricco.. i enjoy your company!
Your blur fuck face just makes me smile.
You and your meritess shit too!
HAHA! See you at the fountain..
dont wait until you go and swim again ah!
Promise to be there!

Night world!

[ t R e v ]
G r e y . t o w e l .
y o u . a n d . m e !
[

2003-04-02T07:31:00.000-08:00
Argh! Work was horrible.
1 - 6 data entry all the way balls!
was fuckin freezing in the office.
Needa bring sweater tomorrow.
Didnt take lunch and went to work straight away.
Fuck i almost died of hunger.

Went to wheelock to meet nickee for awhile.
After that rushed to goodwood park.
Dad was waiting to pick me up.
Went to Phoenix hotel for dinner.
Not that great...
but ate quite alot coz i was damn hungry!
Slept in the car... *yawn
gonna sleep soon.

Ricco.. i know you can't stop lookin at yourself
in the mirror now.
Handsome already! Must take many many photos aiight?
I wanna see the handsome ricco boy!
Thanks for that sweet message yesterday. =)
Think it thru again... leave those who are not worth it..
there are others everywhere.

At last our timing was right.
We talked last night.
She just knows her way thru
to make me smile.

[ t r e v o r ]
S h e . i s . a . c a n d l e .
b u r n i n g . i n . m y . r o o m

2003-03-31T11:26:00.000-08:00
Im being all so fuckin paranoid.
Sars-ing away like no fuck business.
Sann is so sick of my sars this sars that.
Lol!
She accompanied me to my work place.
Sucha sweetie!!!!
anyway, we were dissing everyone in the train.
Saying 'i think that lady infront of us got sars sia'
Fuckin loud.. and yah sann talk like as if the
whole train is hers... as usual.

Supposed to work from 1 - 6
but i finished my data entry at 4,
so my boss let me off early!
Went to cut my hair.. again
with jerage. Botak already balls.
Rushed down town after that to meet darling carmen
and... that whole group.

Newton for supper with Sharon, Jerage and Carmen.
Had kang kong, stingray, otah, fried oysters and satay.
Almost ordered crab but only Jerage and i eating so fuck the idea.

Ricco.. stay home you dog! Home you hear me?!
You're sick and all. Stay home and rest..
be a good boy! Hahaha
Sorry for that lil prank anyway.
Pool time? Lol!

That stupid girl didnt come on icq...
asked me to call when i reached home to wake her up.
I msged instead. No reply.
Guess she is still sleepin like a log.
=(

friday: no hendrix.no suko.no wormie dance.no flirting.
Settled

Time to sleep.. needa work tomorrow. SARS?! AHHH!!!!!!!!

[ t r e v o r ]
t h a t . s i l l y . c e a s a r - s a l a d
g i r l . o f . m i n e?

2003-03-29T11:14:00.000-08:00
Carmen cancelled sentosa tomorrow.
That stupid girl needs to go to malaysia with her parents.
So fine we'll do it another day...
but im starting work already! *Ahh!

Hendrix was....... okay?
Definitely better then last week.
Crowd was quite bad...
must be the SARS
but what the fuck, at least she was there.
She wore a damn skirt!
Look damn fuckin good i swear!

That girl asked me to dance.
I was so so so so scared!
I kept saying no, later, i shy and all the shit i can dig out
from my brains.
She said come la come la.. -faints-
Then Ray got it from her.. lol!
/me looks at carmen... *phew

Waiting for her to come online..
10 thousand years passed.
Worth waiting anyway... *smiles

[ t r e v o r ]
i want.... t i r a m i s u

2003-03-25T23:28:00.000-08:00
/me announces ::
I'M BLOGGING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Finally finally finally

Well well
What have i got to say?
Haha i have SARS!
Actually.. i dont la
I just have a really bad sore throat and a cough?
Haha

Leaves me with a sexay voice!
Rights
I just really hate school
I wanna just .... whatever
If only i could be a genius overnight!
Dammit.
Oh wells.

Super boring !!!!
Missing everyone!!

::m a l l o r y

2003-03-24T17:33:00.000-08:00
Eh stupid Tanya,
stop your big small alphabets can?
Had a headache after reading it.
=P

Im up early today!
Got up at like 7am?
No longer that nocturnal animal...
i hope.

Carmen and i are giving hendrix a second thought.
Guess it was last friday that is making us feel this way...
but im sure we're goin.
Everyweek we'll just say we're not goin
but what the fuck? We end up there all the time.
I can't wait to see her again this friday,
noticed her quite sometime back..
got this really sweet lookin face.
Doubt i can get her anyway...
she sure goes for looks and blah blah blah
trevor.. just fuck far far, i have nothing.

Damn it! Ricco is in school right now.
Im sure he is sleepin anyway.
No one to accompany me.
AHH!
Nickelodeon will go the job for entertaining.
I feel caesar salad-ish. Yum!

Laters.

[ t r eeee v o r ]

2003-03-22T20:34:00.000-08:00
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`tanyaaa

2003-03-21T13:55:00.000-08:00
Hendrix was fuckin fuckin boring.
if i knew i would have stayed home.
My throat is killing me!
Ahh!!
Pissed Pissed.
I wanna go hendrix tomorrow!
/me looks at carmen. Hor?

monks was sooo crowded!
Took out my tag to get in.
Yah i paid $25 to go into hendrix
but so what? It wasnt even fun!
Both of them didnt go down today
*sigh
wah amazing balls.. i didnt spend much today!

Ricco scared of ghost all..
then called me to talk.
Stupid boy!
He cut his hair!!!
Nice nice!
I hate guys with long long hair.
EEEE

My fever is gone! Woohoo!

[ t r e v o r ]
you're still the one.

2003-03-19T16:20:00.000-08:00
Mahahahaha!!! Its fuckin 8am in the morning
and im not asleep!!!!!!!
Talkin to ricco and my meannie beannie.
meannie beannie is one sweet girl i swear!!!
That silly girl damn not shy.. but i like!
I've known her for only 3 days? Hahaha
Jill introduced me to her.

Ricco.. i love your smile
Hahahaha!!! Really really!! I swear!
You look damn fuckin cute that time you played pool.
Sarah and i were laughing like mad fucks.
See you on friday....
i'll point out the girl to you aiight?
The potong jalan girl.

My throat hurts hurts hurts!!!!
Im so gonna quit smokin.
No fried food and spicy food.
i promised her
not to take em' until i recover.
I'll keep to my promise..
*grin

Nickee darling.. i can't accept the fact
that you're straight now!!!!!
but i still love you though...
definitely more then before. =)
We'll bitch again tonight...
/me looks at Nic....
lol!
I love you bitchy bitch!
Yes and you too carmen...
words can't explain how much i love you!

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